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Life goes on. Sonya is no longer with us. Now there is just Yuna and Tifa of my 4 girls.

I'm still learning that *I* choose how I feel. That no one makes me feel anything that isn't already there. I just choose to give the feeling life, or not.

Two months later and I'm still seeing a truly wonderful man. I can not honestly remember feeling so comfortable with another person. It's an indescribable feeling when you feel comfortable enough to be vulnerable - and to let him see a side of you that no one else has.

Recovering from depression is always ongoing. I monitor myself carefully so as not to fall back into negative patterns. I do this for myself, but it's always nice to have someone to support you and to work towards.

I found out a couple of days ago that someone I dated briefly earlier this year had just passed away. I feel sad... because I knew his situation was difficult. I don't know the details I and don't want to speculate, but I fear he chose to do something that can never be undone.

Dorian, I hope you're at peace.

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