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Steadily moves on.

The guy I was seeing broke up with me last night. I can't fault him for it, nor am I capable of being upset. I can't expect him to force himself to feel something for me that he doesn't, and I respect that he broke things off early, rather than letting them drag out.

And to be honest, I can not say that I was completely surprised. I have journaled about how I wanted to see him more, I knew he was distancing himself from me.
To be even more honest, I really do want to settle down, get married and start a family.

The few months I did have with him helped me immensely. He showed me love, and that there are good men in the world. He gave me a safe place to talk about how I was feeling. I believe he pushed me to be the best person I could be when we were together.
Most importantly, I think he helped me know that I can and that I'm ready for something serious, even if sadly it is not with him.

Eventually, when the hurt and sadness subside I'll talk to him again.

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